I dont know how much more of this i can handle, and i dont even know what it is im trying to handle. I do know, however, that this plastered on smile is beginning to hurt.
It just seems that everytime I put my life together, it crumbles to pieces again, but so much worse. Everystep i take in the right direction pushes me back two.
I just want to stop hurting, and to know what Im hurting over.